We tend to have got off track a little bit with we're should have that are going to make us happy, like money, like um, the perfection of life, the perfect body, the, you know all the assets that, all of that stuff and it's like, and you get to as a seeker, you get to it and you're like: well, that didn't change anything, because what you're actually seeking for is the miracles and the magic that the universe has for us.