It has to be Shanika, and when I asked her to be the head girl's counselor and had a conversation with her about camp, she was in um, which is again like I'll never. She was like we sat at my dining room table and she was crying and talking to me about her experience and like this is someone I love, like a sister, right like truly um, and to hear her explain how it felt, to you know, to have black skin and and be dealing with all of these things and like the weight of it and how the weight had been there her whole life, right, like it was a, it was a very, it was a very moving experience for me, um, and and really formative in how I have approached my job, um, you know, which is, which is not just being a, not just being a camp director.