And you're like, yeah, I mean you say you're a tightrope walker. So sure, like I, I have faith that you'll get across. Well, no, I mean I think there's been at least one or two episodes where I was like I'm in the wheelbarrow. I haven't had whatsapp on my phone since like right, and now, because I have this international friend group of people who, like, are I'm, I got asked to speak in Australia Later This Month and I, uh, I I have to be like, wait, so it's Thursday, means it's Friday, or is it Wednesday?