Matthew Butler

Believe in people podcast

Matthew Butler

  • #53 - Tom: Drug Induced Paranoia, Psychosis, Cocaine Addiction, Disease of Alcoholism, Genetic Predispositions, Recovery Struggles, Suicide Battles & Only One Reason To Get Clean

#53 - Tom: Drug Induced Paranoia, Psychosis, Cocaine Addiction, Disease of Alcoholism, Genetic Predispositions, Recovery Struggles, Suicide Battles & Only One Reason To Get Clean

Friday 15th November 2024

Tom shares his battle with cocaine addiction, paranoia, and psychosis, highlighting the importance of accountability in recovery.
Explicit
64 minutes
Honest
Raw
Inspiring
Hopeful
Compassionate

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Believe in people podcast
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Matthew Butler
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Recovery Reimagined
Sexual Empowerment & Identity
Empowering Recovery Journeys
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Understanding Addiction & Recovery
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Tom's Journey: From Addiction to Accountability

Episode Overview

  • Tom's life as a high-earning talent agent in London.
  • The moment he realised his addiction was out of control.
  • The impact of drug-induced paranoia and psychosis.
  • The importance of accountability in recovery.
  • Rebuilding relationships after addiction.
It's not my fault I have an illness, but it is my responsibility to do something about it.
Tom's story is one of highs and devastating lows. Once a high-earning talent agent in central London, Tom's life took a drastic turn due to his cocaine addiction. In this episode of the Believe in People podcast, Tom opens up about the stark contrast between his outward success and his internal struggles. He shares the heart-wrenching moment when he realised he was using drugs on the night his newborn daughter came home from the hospital.
Tom reflects on his childhood and how his addiction created a cycle of relief followed by deep shame and guilt. He talks about the psychosis and paranoia induced by his drug use and the ultimate loss of his job, home, and relationships, including his daughter's trust. Despite these dark times, Tom expresses a renewed hope for recovery, emphasising that it’s not just about staying sober but also about rebuilding relationships and taking accountability.
This episode is a raw and honest account of the devastating effects of addiction and the challenging journey towards recovery. It's a must-listen for anyone looking to understand the complexities of addiction and the power of resilience.