Jerry Stahl's Journey from Darkness to Recovery
When I listen to your show, I know I'm not alone.
Imagine growing up with a father who took his own life and a mother who constantly belittled your manhood. That's the harsh reality Jerry Stahl faced, and in this episode of 'Mental Illness Happy Hour', he sits down with host Paul Gilmartin to share his story. A Pushcart Prize-winning writer, Stahl opens up about his battles with heroin addiction and the deep sense of shame that haunted him for years.
He felt like an outsider, using drugs to numb the pain and escape his troubled past. But this episode isn't just about the darkness; it's about the light at the end of the tunnel. Stahl talks candidly about his journey to sobriety, which has lasted over three decades, thanks to therapy, support groups, and writing. His book 'Permanent Midnight', which was turned into a movie, served as a therapeutic outlet, helping him process his emotions and experiences.
Throughout the conversation, Stahl's honesty and vulnerability shine through, offering hope and inspiration to anyone grappling with similar issues. He discusses the ongoing struggles with mental illness and shame-based behavior, but also the healing power of therapy, creative expression, and finding a supportive community. This episode is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit and a must-listen for anyone seeking solace and understanding in their own battles with addiction or childhood trauma.