And uh, but you know, I'm going to save my face and I'm never going to let any amount of time of sobriety hide who I am, because we're as sick as our secrets and I have to be on a gurney, knocked out to not be there helping them, because I want to give them permission to walk out tears and pain and sadness and in all the things, so that they can, you know, keep sobriety, because it's so important, it's so important to give ourselves permission to be human. Yeah, it is, it is, and you've, I mean you've, inspired me This Last Week.