So I saw that and I felt compassion for me for Oliver, for the guy that looks at me in the mirror. I couldn't look at myself in my eyes for a very long time. I wouldn't cut myself. So I couldn't look at myself in the mirror. I just didn't like that guy. The guy that I hated the most all my life was me. I was an idiot. Until the fifth step. So that's what I have to offer to you today, guys.