And I think that you know, if you can get your ego out of the way and just you know, really bring your faith in your understanding, kind of surrender the whole thing. And it's like for me, going through what I had to get through was kind of my walk in the desert right This Year during covid and all that kind of stuff, and and getting to the place where you know, you can see the fruits, and and it's like you know, it's. And just like having your dad- I mean this probably compelled you to do this.